Doctor Jensen couldn't see us yesterday. We have an appointment this morning at 11.20am instead.
I keep trying to tell myself that the baby is OK, there's a heartbeat and movement and everything there should be, but then I remember telling myself all the same things last time and look what happened. I don't want to let myself get my hopes up because then its just an even bigger crash to the ground when it all falls apart.
Drew is taking this one hard. I don't have the strength to prop him up though and I feel bad about that. I don't know if he's more worried about losing the baby or about what it will do to me. I said a lot of stupid things after we lost George so he must be really scared about how I will cope. The thing is I don't have a choice - I have to cope for Sophie's sake. That's what I remind myself when it gets too tough.
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