Today the cramps have started for real. My entire middle feels like its being squeezed by a giant, and its hurting. And with each cramp it tears at my heart too because I know what this means. This is what happened with George. The pains were unbelievable. I don't want to do this again. I don't even know if I CAN do it again.
I'm making an appointment to see the doctor tomorrow to see why we cant try blood thinners, even though I think it might be too late. And we have another scan on Thursday. I don't know how to get through that to be honest. It's at the hospital again - every time I have a scan there it ends in disaster.
I just wish someone could fix this...
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