I don't want to jinx anything. This happens every time, I get some bad news, and I convince myself that its OK only to end up in tears. But I feel good. I have morning sickness, I'm peeing heaps, and I haven't had a single cramp since Sunday.
I called Dr Jensen's office today to make my appointment. His receptionist sounds lovely, and she has squeezed us in on Thursday afternoon. I don't have to have the scan at the hospital now because he'll do it in his room. Just having that worry lifted is a big thing. I can't take anymore bad news from that place.
So now I'll go through all of the paperwork I have from the two miscarriages and try and make as many detailed notes as I can for Dr Jensen, and hopefully he will be just as lovely as his receptionist and everything will be OK again.
I want this baby so bad, even if I have been trying to convince myself that I didn't care.
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